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Suicide?
08.24.06 (6:35 am)   [edit]
Why o why? why do i feel the need of suicide everyday? why? haha cant stop saying why? sheesh who ivented why anywhere? and WHY? OMG am suffering from the Wonders! shit! WHY!!!!!111 Sometimes i just feel like screaming WHY!!!! WHY!!! breath* sigh~~~ Seriously, my life is perfect but in certain ways its not like me BEING BRAINLESs.... everyday i'll just try to pissed ppl off and find a better excuse for my suicidal attempt BUT WHY?? WHY ? do i want too? why? i'll just rebel rebel and rebel!! but still i dint do it! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY mind i now WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY x(efinity) sigh~~ i sigh alot and i am getting OLD OLD I tell u OLD!! how i wish for a Natural death! sigh!
 


posted by: diyana (reply)
post date: 10.02.06 (2:52 am)

davin! just wanted to let you know that i love you and no matter what it is, altho i may be far, i'll always be your angel :) and keep believing in youself. i really miss you and all the fun we had. reading the blog bout G force X really put a smile on me. i do hope things go better for you in the future!



posted by: SUE (reply)
post date: 10.24.06 (4:30 am)

DAVIN,
When even you feel this way. Think how your dad would feel about this and how devasted your mom would feel. This feeling will pass. You Know how painful it was when your dad pass away. I don't think your family can handle another tragic moment. Don't be selfish. Find a way to distract yourself from your daily routine. Volunteer with others who are less fortunate and you will see then how your life is so much better compare to other.



posted by: SUE (reply)
post date: 10.24.06 (4:30 am)

DAVIN,
When even you feel this way. Think how your dad would feel about this and how devasted your mom would feel. This feeling will pass. You Know how painful it was when your dad pass away. I don't think your family can handle another tragic moment. Don't be selfish. Find a way to distract yourself from your daily routine. Volunteer with others who are less fortunate and you will see then how your life is so much better compare to other.

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