My oldest sister is leaving for Miri Curtin tomorrow.....:(

well surpose to be happy for her....Today i started my day as usual my sister(Adrienne) was awaken by me every morning to send me to school, pitty her always tired in the morning....and she then fetch me from my friends house after school....

At the night time she sends me to Tuitions and this routine repeat every single week....had a last dinner(for now) with her though we had Kolo Mee...We then talk and talk till i was late for tuition...So i went to tuition late.. dear sis than fetch me up from tuition with Fiona in the car aswell,

The part that saddens me is when she told me she had took the keys(house remote and keys) from her car keys and left it on her desk for me to have them...and that part makes me sad...when i arrive home she then reminds me to get the keys, i than automaticly went up to her room reach for the keys by looking at the Keys which is left there by her making sad as i would have to take responsiblity on locking the doors, opening the doors myself...Tears forcing themselve to come out from my eyeballs ut i kept them inside...flashing back on the everyday we had making me sad...Daddy have left now Big sis...:..( why must people go? why must we feel sad if we should feel glad? i know its not forever but its just that thinking of coping to live without the person you see everyday suddenly not near you anymore... (tears are now flowing out of my eyes) cant seem to keep it in any longer...

well sis just wanna bid u farewell and goodluck Just wanna let you know I Love You and always miss you....

-davin-