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Dad My Hero

[Result of the Helicopter Crash]

My Dad Was Sitting inFront

[Before Crash]

My Dad was sitting infront

He was awarded "Datukship" on 12 October 2002 by Tun Datuk Seri Utama Syed Ahmad Al-Haj Bin Syed Mahmud Shahabudin the Gabenor of the state of Melacca. And My mum was awarded Pingat Pentadbiran Awam (PPK)

Having Lunch with the helicopter victims childrens(in Miri)My Extanded Family

Merry Christmas!

12.24.06 (5:04 am) [edit]

Merry Christmas everyone!! and Dad! say happy birthday to Jesus for me! :D Well! Wishing you all a Blessed Christmas! well, have been very busy lately... Gonna have a party tomorrow at our home... cause it seems so dead, havent been celebrating Christmas for the pass 2 years... sad... i guess cause of the memories... but tomorrow its diff we invite anyone for a potluck! and yea there's gonna be gifts exchange as anyone who comes will bring a present... so hope it will be fun! God Bless! Merry Christmas DAD!

Results out and Am REally Out!

12.24.06 (5:01 am) [edit]

Well, when i online on the night before result was out (19th Dec) night... well straight away so many people Nudge me say Results out at 6am... aiks... i am like oh oh! but well of course damn Nervous la! 1 year of hard work and struggle (yerdeh as if)* but did struggle!! The next day i didnt wanna wake up! cause i know the result is out already... i was still stuck in bed at 10am... aiks... and the computer was just right in front of me... so i said to myself erm... sooner or later also have to find out ba... than my heart beat so fast... dup dup dup... haha but... i dunno the website and also forgotten how to get to BB6... so simply type all the " O Chi Pala" website to check the Taylors webpage... and finally found out it was Ssabsa not SAbsta! well its pronouced tat way ba... anywho... it was lagging the whole way... and i tried using 2 Coms and still so slow... after 1hour the page open...aiks... damn suspense! and yea after typing my Serial and pin waited for 2hours to load....aiks.... so i left the com la.. while i bath and watch TV... aiks.. so nervous... when finally reached the page to change pin and open the profile part...i dunno wanna click the SACE result onot... sigh!! but than i clicked.... what i saw was a sore to my eyes... i didnt do that great but i guess its good... :( have to tell myself that Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT).... was so depressed wanna cry but got guest at home and no one to call.... dunno who to call.... so end up become an insane person talk to myself.... That afternoon i was so streesed i wanna kill myself by eating lots of panadol and flu medic and drink ALOT of beer... well havent yet... probably on my bday? sigh... That night had dinner reunion with my Primary School classmate... was damn depressed but had to hide it.... told them about it though! but as usual i already used to getting such low grades... sad but true... After the dinner Reunion, i walked ALONE to a Western Restaurant not too far from my place and sat for a Beer... ALONE! haha i thought well Wednesday why not! sure no one.... so i ordered 1 JUG.... halfway drinkin people i know start showing up.... aiks... terrible... feel so malu... cause i looked like an insane Lost Kid hahaha... i ordered Fries too, haha to keep my mouth from munching and day dreamed for more than an hour.... i ordered my second Jug and finished it... aiks 2jugs in an hour! well i felt kinda lousy cause only managed 2 Jugs and cant stand the Carbonate's (gas)* Well walked home happily and more worry free cause of the alcohol! and my migrainne was gone... went home watch a little TV (tell you when i drink alot i will smile when u talk to me... haha... i felt so weird... haha my sis and her frends was there playing mahjong while i walked in and smile)* sigh~! i took my shower and continued watching TV and than sleep.... sigh! depressed Kaw Kaw.... sigh!! well am still am.... i dun dare to meet anymore G14 people... paiseh! so G14 bye! should have quit after Trials... damn!

The Meaning

12.14.06 (8:48 pm) [edit]

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath a way.

life!~

12.10.06 (6:47 am) [edit]

Why is it so hard to live when you have everything you ever want? i think...well is it that we have what we want and there's no aim in life? Why idle kept ringing through my minds! why? aiks begin with the WHY!? sigh~ well dad, i have been enjoying life lately...i guess i am... i just completed my Matriculation and gotten out of suicidal attempts...ALOT of time! i thank alot of people and also especially God! well i love the people around me...but i dont know wheter i am doing right or wrong? i am so selfish at most point... thinking of myself... i guess i can only say that i am only Human...well its a great year this year knowing alot of new friends... they are so caring fun and most important of all supportive... We are like a Family! well thats my point of view, but others i dont know... So i did enjoy life this year... at least much more than the past years.. still i think friends are the beauty in life... when you mix with the correct group am sure you will never regret Living! (talking to myself again)* Mum, i know your happy for her... cause i am too! we all are! we really love you and her! and i am sure we all love to see each other happy! and i am sure she is happy!! as for me? well i am normal! still the same old same old... just that at times feel bored in life... have no idea why but its really the devils workshop in my mind! sigh~ anywho, i guess thats all! Love you.. (http://davinmarcusraja.blogsp...)+days events

Datuk Dr. Marcus Raja

Died on:12 July 2004
On his pursue of WORK on the Foot of Mount Murut Helicopter bell Ranger 206 crash with 6 others
(deceased)
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