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Dad My Hero

[Result of the Helicopter Crash]

My Dad Was Sitting inFront

[Before Crash]

My Dad was sitting infront

He was awarded "Datukship" on 12 October 2002 by Tun Datuk Seri Utama Syed Ahmad Al-Haj Bin Syed Mahmud Shahabudin the Gabenor of the state of Melacca. And My mum was awarded Pingat Pentadbiran Awam (PPK)

Having Lunch with the helicopter victims childrens(in Miri)My Extanded Family

Going to Kapit

10.23.04 (9:01 am) [edit]

I am going to Kapit this Tuesday(26/10/2004) with my Mum .For those of you who don’t know where is Kapit it is also located near Bario where my dads helicopter crash. Hopefully we will have a Safe trip. We will be there for 4 nights we will return home on Saturday(30/10/2004). This trip, we would have to take a plane to Sibu than use an express bus to Kapit, but we are not going to Kapit instead we are going to a Long House in a village using a boat which can carry 4 people only. Hopefully we will reach our destination fine and return fine as well. The reason I am going is to help my mum out at her workshop there(Asia Pasific Workshop) well about 50 people throughout the world is going including people from Iran , my grandma was surpose to follow us but she then found out we would have to use a boat ride so she decided not to go as she was afraid she cant stabilize herself on the boat ….Wish my dad could follow us as he like to visit villages. Well I will miss his presence in the village. Because every time I see a village it would remind me of him. He would take off his shirt and get a Parang(Native sword) chopping wood…oh how I miss those days. Miss fishing with him. He taught me how to use a Jala (net) in the river well its hard to practice but he finally teach me…well hopefully he is there by our side when I and my mum and grandma are in Kapit. I’ll write about my experience in Kapit when I get back………

100days

10.19.04 (7:58 pm) [edit]

today is exactly 100days since the inccident 19/10/04(tuesday).Really miss him...really seem the days just pass by just like that..i have just lost track of time i did not even notice it was 100days..

Washing

10.17.04 (2:06 am) [edit]

Today I washed the car porch and it takes more work than every cause usually my dad would do the scrubing Iand I would just do the spraying. Well the floor is just
Getting more and more dirty and dusty bacause my dad would always wash the carporch everyday. Because to day is a Saturday I use up my free time to do so…but it is
Very hard washig the floor without my dad. I would sometimes accidently spray him with water and he would get wet but he never mind and I would say OPPSS and
Giggle to myself. He would sometimes accidently spray me and use the excuse that I was standing at his way. He would also sometimes purposely spray my legs and say I am
Standing on dirt and wet my pants than I would get mad at him. I really miss him always busy talking on his handphone and laugh really laoud on the phone and I would give him that
Weird stare… cause he laugh really loud. He is a really humble man cause every time people call him he would shout HELLO BOSS!! And I would ask him who is ur boss?
And he would say everyone. Than he would give me that funny smile. Than he would advise me to be humble in the future no matter what I am next time….I would just ignore what he said
And continue my washing…. Anyway those were the days….
I just read a Comic today in the “Malysians Today” news paper showing two guys talking;
Guy1: Humans are Funny…

Exam Over

10.17.04 (2:05 am) [edit]

Finallly my exam is over and I am glad. I could update my blog because my computers internet service was down probably it was the work of my dad
Asking me to study . On Oktober 4 was my sisters birthday not suprisingly she was in a bad mood. The reason she was in a bad mood is because she misses my dads Sms(short message System)
And I feel her pain. Well my sister wrote to me a letterI hope she does not mind me sharing it with you all.She wrote this letter and put it on the Living room table as she knows
I was always the first one to wake up..:Dear Davin,
Hei!! Thanx for the lovely gift!! Thank you so much!! I’M REALLY SORRY OF HOW I ACTED AND BEHAVEDTONIGHT. I MAYBE A YEAR OLDER BUT THEN AGAIN I’AM STILL
VERY CHILDISH. I’m Just ANGRY that DADDY’s NOT HERE TO CELEBRATE WITH ME TODAY. I MISS HIS SMS’S. I MISS HIS PRESENCE. I BET EVERYONE OF US
ARE FEELING THE SAME WAY TOO. REALLY MISS HIM. I’m REALLY SORRY OF HOW I ACTED TODAY!! I’m REALLY SORRY. JUST TAT I AM REALLY DEPRESSED.
NOW I NOW WHY BRYAN WAS ANGRY ON HIS BIRTHDAY. IT REALLY HURST NOT HAVING HIM AROUND. I am REALLY TRYING TO BE STRONG AS I AM older BUT I have to admit THAT
I Am NOT. I’m REALLY SORRY TAT I couldn”t comtrol my Temper Today. IT’S Just TaT IT HURTS AND I WAS TRYING HARD TO HIDE TAT IT HURTS EVEN MORE.
THANX AGAIN FOR THE WONDERFULL GIFT. I’m Sorry TAT I am ALWAYS NOT THERE FOR YOU GUYS. I’LL REALLY NEED TIME TO CHANGE. THANX BEING
A WONDERFULL BROAND A GREAT FRIEND.TAKE CARE .C YA Tomorrow k.Pls forgive me for how I behave TOdAY.

Lov.hugs & kisses,
Sign(your sista!!)
5/10/04.
-Fiona Marcus Raja-
Anyway after I read that letter tears just rush out from my eyes and I cant stop… maybe cause I fear that next it would be me as my birthday is 31/12/2004. Well although I it is stil a long time.
I still feel the pain. Me myself cant control my temper sometimes. I guess its just human….I sometimes get depress very fast and angry very fast maybe it takes time for me to change same as my sis
And sis I love you and I feel your pain….I just wish we could go on with life….and go on living a normal life again.

Datuk Dr. Marcus Raja

Died on:12 July 2004
On his pursue of WORK on the Foot of Mount Murut Helicopter bell Ranger 206 crash with 6 others
(deceased)
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